Ask me anything. I want to talk to people
I don’t know why I idolize
The eyes
That get to meet your gaze at two o’clock in the morning.
The honest hours.
The woman that lies next to you doesn’t know that
You used to say my name when you were lost in your sheets.
You haven’t told her how you used to think that our hands were made for
Each other’s grasp because my fingertips fell perfectly
Into the divots of your knuckles.
She doesn’t know that you used to exhale your deepest secrets
Into the nape of my neck or that you used to carry my dreams
When I was too tired to.
I envy that she gets to see you when you’re naked.
Stripped down- not of your clothes but of your insecurities.
I loathe her because she’s taking what used to belong to me and she doesn’t even know your mothers name.
Doesn’t know that you have two moles on the right side of your face,
One on your left ear and another
On the small of your back.
My day dreams are now her night jobs and I can’t help but
Wonder if she’s better than me,
Or if she was just more convenient.
You told me you’d wait for me forever but I guess you never considered that Expiration dates exist.
So now I’m left to wonder if I was just your Monday through Saturday fix while she was your
Holy Sunday.
You always admired things that were pure.
I guess that’s why I’m here in the depths alongside you
While you’re lost in chaos
With her above.
Pulling you out.
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